Resurrection
Hello everyone! Okay, so I've been home for a little while now and I'm still trying to acclimate to "real life" again, but I'm feeling much better. Today I sat down at the piano for the first time in weeks and was rather melancholy to discover that my left hand would not listen to me at all. Really it feels strange... :-/ I guess I'm going to make sure to practice a bit every day and slowly build up my left side again. Piano playing could be considered a physical therapy excersize in itself. Y'know what I feel like doing? I feel like writing, but really I need to sing first. I have a follow-up appointment with Dr. Day soon and he'll tell me when I will be allowed to sing again. Oh I can't wait. I'm just scared that I've lost too much. The first time I'll open my mouth again I'll probably think to myself, "what the hell?", but god knows I'll practice like crazy. I'll have to really work hard for this "victory concert" thing that will be happening it'll probably be the biggest gig I'll ever sing, and it'll be promoted way heavily so I won't want to do it until I;m confident in my voice again.
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Hey sweetie, you will be back playing the piano and singing in no time. Think what your body has been through, you've no doubt had who knows how many and what kind of drugs coursing through your veins to stem the pain and control whatever needed controlling, you've been through wwaayyyyy more in just a couple of weeks than most of us could even imagine going through in a lifetime! You have the most beautiful spirit and positive outlook and energy of anyone I know and this is just another step in the healing process that will soon be another part of that "past chapter" in your life. You just take it easy, practice a bit every day like you say and before you know it, you will be in the middle of your "victory concert" amazing us all.
Sandy
Romie:
I was just remembering the time we were in a CCJA group together, and you totally quoted Mario in your solo. That basically makes you the coolest person that has ever walked this earth. And mad props to you for already getting back to the music. I can't wait to hear you sing again, we'll use your voice on our next techno hit. Take it easy, man
-Haze
(Kristin Danger... word)
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